Soooo.......I expressed in a post yesterday how the enemy was trying to tempt me, he was working overtime! I wrote about how I HAD a pretty active masturbation life which went along with a healthy desire to watch a lot of porn! Well, I prayed my way through those feelings of arousal, and wouldn't you know, last night I had the MOST VIVID sex dream ever! In the past I could never get to the point of penetration, the dream would always stop right before the sweet part happened! Last night was COMPLETELY DIFFERENT! I woke up this morning feeling little guilty, and I began my prayer with, God I am sorry for what I just did in my dream! I wasn't sure if I should of repented for that, so I did just in case! I also begged God to take lust and sexual thoughts from out of my mind, out of my subconscious! Then I immediately thought that I would have to suffer with these thoughts all the time, until I read my bible this morning. The theme of all 3 devotionals that I read this morning was that God is more powerful than any darkness I can face, more powerful than ANY DREAM! If you reach out to God in the midst of your trouble, HE WILL RESPOND IMMEDIATELY! God gave me encouragement this morning, letting me know that he is more powerful than any sex dream, any dream all at that preys on my weaknesses! I woke up, gave it to Him IMMEDIATELY and IMMEDIATELY got a response when I dove into the word of God! God speaks to us, and to our situations through the word, THE BIBLE IS A SOURCE OF LIFE! I would have been second guessing myself and God if I didn't read this morning! Second guessing is a sign of instability, something that I am overcoming in this season! God has placed me on solid ground, and I REFUSE to turn back now, not even over some HEIGHTENED sex dream! I love you all, and most importantly GOD LOVES YOU TOO! MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER KNOW!
Do not gloat over me, my enemy! Though I sit in darkness, the Lord will be my light! Micah 7:8
Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all of your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:6-7
This is the link to the Top Christian Womens Blog site, they have something for everyone, from the lost sinner, to the mature christian. Be Blessed! https://blog.feedspot.com/christian_women_blogs/
to be continued...........
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