Sooo......We are approaching the new year, 2020! The start of a new decade! These past 10 years have been filled with A LOT of ups and downs, heart ache, then healing, then more heart ache, and again more healing! One thing I do know is that I am responsible for most of it, and I wouldn't have my sanity, my health, my life even if it hadn't been for Gods grace and mercy! It is a cliche thing that people say, it rolls off of people's tongues with regularity "If it had not been for Jesus, where would I be!?" That saying means EVERYTHING to me concerning these past 10 years, because I LITERALLY wouldn't know where I would be without God! I wouldn't of made it this far, especially the last few months, I look back on October and half of November, and how I would of DEFINITELY been in jail, or worse! I didn't respond to things like the old me would have! The people who tried to bait me are VERY LUCKY for that, but I am most of all grateful!! I could have lost my children, my sanity, everything! God is bringing me and my children into 2020 with favor, blessings, health, prosperity, a new career, and a great support system! God has opened the doors that needed to be opened, and closed the ones that needed to be closed. What I can't and will not do is carry old ways, and what I've been through, into this next decade of my life! I am starting school, getting a degree in a career that I LOVE! God has given me the strength and courage to walk through the doors that He has opened! I know this for certain, and this is very important, I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT GOD! What I have learned the most at the end of this decade is to PUT GOD FIRST IN EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO, AND HE WILL LEAD AND GUIDE YOU!! I'm not saying I regret not doing it sooner, because I have gone through all of these things for a reason! I am walking into 2020 with the victory, leaving behind the mess and heartache, leaving behind (but still forgiving and loving) those people who tried to break me in the end, those who tried and went along with the plot to take my children and throw me on the streets. God will take care of them, my focus is on the glory God has for me! Gods word is the truth, and He does not tell lies! NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME PROSPERED, GOD DIDN'T LEAVE ME OR FORSAKE ME, HE HAS BEEN JEHOVAH JIRAH (my provider), HE HAS BEEN MY PRINCE OF PEACE, HE IS THE CENTER OF MY JOY, HE IS A DELIVERER, GOD IS MIGHTY IN BATTLE, HE IS A WAY MAKER, HE HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, HE HAS BEEN MY VINDICATOR, MY LAWYER, MY PRINCE OF PEACE, MY ALL!!! NOTHING can or has separated me from His love!!! I pray that everyone who reads this, if you haven't given your life over to God, IT IS THE BEST DECISION YOU CAN MAKE FOR YOUR LIFE! I'm not saying you won't ever face challenges, but while your going through God will give you favor, joy, and peace that surpasses all understanding!! God is faithful!!! Walk into 2020 a new creature, walk into 2020 with the VICTORY! There is NOTHING anyone can do about what God can and will do for you! I love you all to life, GOD LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!!!
"35. WHO shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36. As it is written, for thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for slaughter. 37. Nay, in all these things WE ARE MORE THAN CONQUERORS through Him that loved us! 38. For I am persuaded, that neither death or life, nor angles, nor principalities (demons), nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come. 39. Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to SEPARATE us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord!" ROMANS 8:35-39
to be continued...........